New Year Musings

Self reflection. I think that's what New Year's Day brings. You kinda think about everything that happened the previous year. How it has effected you and brought you where you are now. What you want to do to keep on that track, or deviate and seek change.

So today was full of that for me. I sat down, and thought about what happened this year. What I liked, what I did not. What I forsee as my plan, and if Im going to be able to carry it out.

I can tell you I'm no closer to any of the answers than I was before my self reflection. I still feel lost as ever, maybe even more so now. I'm trying really hard to be someone that just allows whatever happens to happen, but that goes against my very core being of Valerie. It's just not me.

So here is to hoping to a better 2009.